2012年1月7日土曜日

東北関東大震災支援隊本部 BOND & JUSTICE Mr.ODO & Mr.VEGA-T         お詫びと訂正

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ODO
3月11日震災後、最初は南相馬市に物資を持っていくぞってなったけど、原発がドーンってなってて南相馬に入れなくて、茨城に持っていってその後だんどりとって南相馬の市長に4tトラックを出してもらい、なんとか持っていきそこから岩手の宮古まで行き、その後岩城まで下った。

大きな避難所は物資が届いてるのに小さな所や個人的な所はまったく届いてなくて、町中は言い方は悪いけど「北斗のケン」状態で真っ暗だし瓦礫の山でおっちゃん鉄パイプ持って歩いてるしで…避難所内でも、ちょっと気がおかしくなってたり物資の取り合いがあったり…。
もう滅茶苦茶になってて…で、その後なんでか分かったんだけど、市役所行ったら物資アホほど積んであっても「あそこは危ないから」とか「ガソリン無いから」って…自衛隊は延命救助に忙しく避難所まで手が回らなくて、ライフラインは全部ダメになってるし、外はマイナス5℃で灯油も無いし、俺達もガソリンがあまり無いからトラックの中でヒーター無しで過ごして、風呂も無いから自衛隊のに入りに行ってた。
気仙沼では防災センターに行ったけど、防災センターって名前にこだわってるから此処に避難した人達は火が使えなくて5月まで2ヶ月間暖かいものが食べられず暖もとれなかった、他でも色々問題があって、例えば100人の避難者がいる所に10食分持って行くとすると、残り90食分そろうまで出せなくて集まる頃には最初の方が賞味期限切れて結局出せなかったりで…とにかく宮古から千葉までの500kmの太平洋側がほとんど津波にやられてて、海から6km位の所までダメな所もあり、山の上に家が持ち上げられてたり、単純に云えば街が海になったみたいな感じで…俺の実家は南相馬なんだけど、ガキの頃から遊んでいた場所は全部ダメで木や電信柱なんかの上の方に死体がぶら下がってたりとかで…俺たちの仲間で消防団員やってた奴がいて、ミンナを逃がしてて津波で亡くなって、そいつの奥さんの腹に4人目の子供がいて…だからそいつらの分までがんばんなきゃって思って…。

もともと自分達の好きなカルチャーがあって、HIPHOPやTATTOOだったり、日本全国のアーティストが協力してくれてそのつながりがあったからこそ、色々な動きができてアメリカに“オペレーションUSA”って団体があるってラッパーのSNOOP DOGが紹介してくれて、そのおかげでアメリカの文部省まで協力してくれた。
“メディカルコープ”ってNGOから電話で「今から肉届くよ」って肉1.6t、タマネギ3.5t、米1t、ジャガイモなど冷凍庫も無いのにどーしようって位送ってくれて、ガイガーカウンターも一緒に届いて、どこにも物資が無いって言ってた時すでに皆の協力で10t位集まってて、でもガソリン無いから静岡の方から持ってきてもらって、とにかく状況が1時間ごとに変わっていて、いろんな道路も通行止めになって…。

ガイガー持ってたから放射能数値計ったら8万って出て…3月17/18日に300いくつって数値出てる場所もあったり、東北道も郡山こえた位で24マイクロシーベルトとかってもうとにかくヤバくて…3月14/15日に黄色い雨が降って、車運転してて体の節々が痛くて頭も痛くて、表現が難しいんだけど、何かシュワシュワするってゆうか…メディアでは花粉だって言ってたけど、今までそんな雨降ったこと無いから明らかに原発からなのに嘘ついてて、目に見えないから幾らでも誤魔化すこと出来るし、本当はどんどん溜まって行ってて10〜30年後にヤバくなると言うのに最近では、「まだ言ってるの?」「終わったんじゃないの?」とかで、中には避難した人を悪く言ったりで気持ちも分かんなくないけど…でも、まず避難してその後、復興って考えていかないとって思っても具体的なことが決まって無いからなかなか説得にも応じてもらえなくて…。

3月11日を境に自分達の意識が切り替わっていったとつくずく思う。
それまで原発は“エコ”だ何だって言って、とんでもない物を創ってしまった意識はなく「安全だ安全だ」ってマインドコントロールされてて、南相馬には火力発電があって、それと原発はあまり変わらないって思っていて「安全」って大前提でなんの不信感も無く俺達の方にはお金は落ちていなかったけど、原発マネーが凄すぎて「大丈夫じゃねーのか?」ってのが一番危険な考え方だったわけで。
で爆発したらしたで「安全だ」って言ってた電力会社も国も科学者も手におえなくって、石棺するにしてもチェルノブイリでは軍隊が行って死んじゃってるから、神風特攻隊みたいなの組まなきゃいけないからしないし…だからこそ地元を離れたくないって人もいると思うけど福島人としてのプライドだったり、被災地だったりって気持ちを持った上で一旦避難してくれって思う。
何年、何十年後に戻れるか分からないけど病気になったりして、子供達に伝える事が出来なかったらそれこそ無駄死にだと思う。
再建の為の避難だと考えてほしい。
福島の人たちがサンプルになるのではなくがんばって立ち直っていった国の一人になって欲しい。
じいちゃんやばぁちゃんは戦争の時そんな気持ちでがんばったと思うし、66年たった今自分達が試されてると思ってる。
自分達で新しい歴史を創るんだっ、復興させんだって意識を持って欲しい!
意識を持たずまわりがとか、国がとか気づいていても声に出さなかったりお金だったりってゆうのはもう終わりにして、不安もあると思うけど「俺こんな風に思うんだよね」「何かおかしいんじゃない?」って声に出して伝えて欲しい、それだけで何かが変わる切っ掛けになると思う。
自分がやんなきゃってのと先を見据えるてのがこれからは大切だと思う。

VEGA-T
言い方はあれだけどスペシャル中のスペシャルで、だったら特別な動きしないと何時も動いてる奴が動いても間に合わないんで、普段動かない奴が動かないと、でも動く動かないは、人それぞれの気持ちだと思うけどやっぱあれ見ちゃうと…何の理由も無いし家族流された奴らがやってんのにって。
だけどこうゆうのって被害受けた人達が何して欲しいかってのが大前提じゃない?、なのに自分の“エゴ”押し付ける人達も居たりで、例えばヒマワリの種植えたら植えっぱなしで、植えた奴らは満足して帰っちゃってその後は知らんぷりで、じゃあ誰が手入れするんだよって、仮設だとか避難所の目の前で立ち枯れたヒマワリはそれこそ悲しいってゆうか…「pray for japan」や「がんばれ日本」を悪くも言いたくないけど、祈ったところで何も変わらないし外国の話でも無いし。
とにかく何らかの動きをするしか無いと思うんです。
だからといって軽い気持ちで被災地行ってゲロはいて動けなくなって、かえって迷惑かけてたり中には自分の人生に迷ってるからボランティアに行って被災した人達に触れ合えば何か得られんじゃねえかとかって…もうちょっと考えろってゆうか、やっぱそれなりの気持ちを持って欲しいですよね。

ODO
でも、俺達も見た目悪いから…例えば俺の右手にBOND左手にJUSTICEってTATTOOが入ってて団体の名称にもなってるんですけど、最初は何処行っても相手にしてくれなかったり対応悪かったりもあって頭にきた事もあったし、水2ℓで2000円おにぎり1個500円って取ってる奴らもいて、こんな状況なのにまだそんなかよって思ったり、メディア連れてきてお祭り騒ぎしてる奴らもいるしで、だからこそ何度も何度も行ってるうちに、俺達は違うんだってだんだん思ってもらえて、物資運んでたり炊き出ししに行ってんだからカップラーメン1個貰うつもりも無かったのに、自分の孫や子供みたいに「今日何食いたい?」って言ってくれたり「寒いから酒飲んで暖まれ」って瓦礫の中から持ってきてくれたり「足冷えんぞ」ってソックスくれたり「釣り行くぞ」って連れてってくれたり、ゴールが見えない分落ち込んだり不安になったりした時もあってそんな人々の気持ちが本当に有り難くって。
見た目とかじゃなく偏見を取り払って共存し助け合える切っ掛けにはなってきていると思うし、やっぱり人間同じ境遇の人同士励まし合うってのが心の励みに繋がると改めて感じています。

今後どこかで災害が起きたとしても全国で連携とれたり、あくまでも何かあった時の為の備えみたいな団体として存続して行きたいと思ってます。
個人的には復興に向けて34歳で南相馬以外の場所にはなりますが市議会議員に成ろうと本気で考えてます。

申し訳ありませんでした。
ありがとうございました。

英語

ODO
I was supposed to carry supplies to Minami-Souma City in the beginning, but couldn’t get there because of the explosion occurred at the (Fukushima Dai-ichi) NPP. So I had to carry them to Ibaraki, and then the mayor of Minami-Souma City made an arrangement for me providing with a four-ton truck. I managed to carry them and ended up going to Miyako, Iwate, and then headed down to Iwaki.

Almost no supplies had been delivered to the places like small-scale or personal shelters while large-scale evacuation areas had enough supplies. It may not be a good way of describing, but the whole town was as if in a state of “Fist of the North Star”. It was pitch-dark and a full of debris and rubble everywhere. I saw a middle-aged guy walking down on the street with an iron stick in his hand. At the shelter people looked so confused, some of them were even going little nuts, snatching their supplies with each other. And I knew later why that happened. There was a plenty of supplies piled in the city hall, but no one wanted to go pick up as they said, “It’s dangerous,” or “We got no gas.” The self-defense officials were too busy to take care of people at the shelter, and all of the lifelines were lost. We got no heating oil though it was minus five degrees (centigrade) outside, and we didn’t have enough gas, either, so we spent the night without heat in our truck. We even borrowed a bathroom at the Self-Defense Forces’ camp, so that we could take a bath.
We visited the firehouse in Kesennuma. Because they persisted in the name “firehouse”, the people who took shelter here couldn’t use fire, so they had had no warm food or even heat for two months until May. There were also other issues:  For example, when we brought 10 meals to the shelter that had 100 refugees, we needed to wait for other 90 meals to arrive, which eventually made the first 10 meals’ shelf life expired by the time the rest of food were delivered. Most areas along with the Pacific shore between Miyako and Chiba, 500 kilometers in length, were severely damaged by tsunami. Some areas, even from about 6 kilometers away from the ocean, were also damaged, like a house being lifted up on the mountains. It was simply as if the town became the sea. I grew up in Minami-Souma. The places I used to play around as a kid were completely changed – a dead body hanging on a tree or utility pole. One of my friends was a firefighter who died due to tsunami attack while he was helping people to escape from it. His wife has their fourth child in her belly now. And it makes me work harder for him and his kid, too.

We’ve always loved the culture like HIPHOP or TATTOO. Artists from all over Japan cooperated with us, and because of the bonds we were able to make various actions. There’s this organization called “Operation USA” which a rapper, Snoop Dog, introduced us. And because of his favor we finally got cooperation with the U.S. Education Department. An NGO called “Medical Coop” gave us a call and said, “We just sent some meat”, which we later received 1.6 tons of meat, 3.5 tons of onions, 1 ton of rice, potatoes and so on. We didn’t even have a freezer and like, “what are we gonna do with these?” We really appreciated that they even sent us some Geiger counters, too. It was being said that there was no supply found anywhere, but meanwhile, everyone’s help resulted in 10 tons (of supplies) all together. The supplies must’ve been carried from the direction of Shizuoka because of a shortage of gas. Many roads were closed and a situation was changing every hour anyhow.

 I used my Geiger counter to measure the radioactivity in numbers, which showed eighty thousand. The numbers went up to 300 something in some areas on the 17th and 18th of March – even on the Tohoku Expressway when I went beyond Kouriyama it showed 24 micro sieverts. It was extremely abnormal. On both the 14th and 15th of March it rained in yellow color. I was driving and felt my joints hurt and my head ached. It’s hard to explain, but I experienced as though something was bubbling in my body. The media said it was pollen, and I knew they were obviously lying because we’d never seen such a rain before. They can cheat us whatever they want because it’s invisible. But in reality it’s kept accumulating, and it will bring in a serious state one to three decades later. Sadly, in these days some say, “Are you still saying such a thing?” or, “Isn’t it over now?” Some of them even blame people who’ve taken refuge. I can understand their feelings, too. We know we have to discuss how to revive, having said that, there’re no concrete ideas determined yet. So it’s hard to promote mutual understanding.

I deeply feel our consciousness has changed since the day of March 11, 2011. Until then, we were mind-controlled that the NPP was “Eco” and safe, and we had no belief that we’d created such an awful thing. There is a thermal power plant in Minami-Souma city, and we never doubted that it had no big difference with the NPP. We would assume as a matter of course that it was safe without any distrust. Huge amount of money that had involved with the NPP made us say, “It’s okay, isn’t it?” though we never had a favor of it. But it was the most dangerous way of thought after all. Once it exploded, the electric power company, the government and scientists who used to say it was safe were no longer able to control it. They want to build a sarcophagus, but in Chernobyl the soldiers who built it died, so they have to form a unit something like a kamikaze corps in order to achieve it. I think this makes some people feel they don’t want to leave their home. But I hope they’ll leave even temporarily with a feeling that they’re proud of being Fukushima people who cherish their hometown. We don’t know when we return, as it could be years or decades. But if (they stay and) they get sick without telling their children about this, they’ll die for nothing. I want them to think this is a refuge for reconstruction. I don’t want people in Fukushima to be samples, but to become one of the nations who got over with it. Our grandpas and grandmas must have fought in war with such feelings. Sixty-six years went by, I think we’re being tested now. We should create the new history. I want everyone to have intention to reconstruct! Let’s get it over to have no concerns, or say it’s someone else’s problem, or blame the government, or have no voice while you’re aware what’s happening, or think only about money. I know we’re all feeling uneasy. But I want you to say aloud, “I think in a way like this,” or “I think something is wrong.” Then, I’m sure it’ll be a start for something to change. It is important now to believe, “I have to do it” and to think about our future.

VEGA-T
The situation is extremely special now. We must take particular action. Action taken only by those who always take some action doesn’t settle the problem on time unless those who never took action start going into action. What makes them take action depends on how each of them feels. But after seeing the scene in which people are trying so hard while their family got washed away, I have no reason (to take action). I think the most important thing is to do whatever the victims want us to do. Isn’t it? In the meantime, there are people pushing their ego to others. For example, people sow sunflower seeds in front of the shelter or temporary housing and leave getting satisfied what they’ve done. But they don’t care about what happens to it after they leave. Who’s going to take care of it? Isn’t it just sad to see the sunflowers standing withered? I don’t mean it’s bad to insist, “Pray for Japan” or “Hang in there, Japan”, but I believe nothing will change even if you only pray. It’s not about a story about a foreign country, you know? Taking action is the only way we can change. Having said that, it’d be nothing if you visit shelters casually and end up throwing up unable to move, or you just do volunteering hoping to get something by getting involved in the victim’s life because you’re at a loss in your own life. You must think little deeper. I wish people would have a right feeling (towards what they’re trying to do).

ODO
I know my appearance is not as good as ordinary people. I have a tattoo saying BOND on my right hand, and JUSTICE on my left hand, which is also a name of my organization. People were very hard on me and showed me bad attitudes in the beginning, which made me upset. Meanwhile, there were guys trying to sell 2-litter bottled water for 2000 yen or a rice ball for 500 yen. I was very disappointed to see them still doing such things despite the circumstances. There were also media fellows having a wild time. As we kept visiting, people gradually started thinking that we were different. We never intended to receive anything even a cup-noodle as we were there for delivering supplies and serving emergency food. But they would ask, as if they cared for us like their own grandkids or kids, “What do you want to eat today?” They would also bring us sake from the debris and say, “Drink some sake so that you can get yourself warm. It’s cold here,” or give me socks saying “You’re feet can get cold,” or took us to go fishing. We were truly grateful for their kindness and feelings especially when we got anxious and depressed because of the invisible goal ahead of us.
I think it was our chance to show people that we shouldn’t judge others by their appearances and that we can coexist and help with each other by taking away prejudice. I feel that helping with each other can lead people in the same circumstance to their mutual encouragement after all.

I’m hoping that we’ll continue to exist as an organization like preparations for the critical occasion, so that we can work in cooperation with people all over the country in case another disaster occurs in future. Personally, I’m seriously thinking to become a member of a city council, though it’ll be other than Minami-Souma, at age of 34 in order to work toward reconstruction.

Thank you very much.

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